Have fun watching him die. Your whole plan. Charlie crosses her arms, frustrated. (huffs) Yeah, well, if Dean and Cas can pull this off, we shouldn't be here too long. Cut to a suburban street outside of EILEEN'S HOUSE. Jack insists that he doesn't want to hurt them, and Dean asks Sam . It should be normal. We don't care about you because you're useful or because you fit into some grand design. Castiel turned back toward the door, his body between Dean and the banging sounds, as if he can stop it, stop her, from happening. The explosion of communal joy and pent-up emotion on November 5th, 2020 (or 6th, for those of us watching in the middle of the night in Europe) was like nothing I'd ever experienced. So, what, is she just some collateral damage to you? He drops to the floor, clutching his chest, crying out in pain. I love you. A pattern? It was great to see the long-serving character finally express his true feelings (and sexuality), as well as Collins truly nail the performance. Getting everybody safe? What do they want? Cut back to Donna, who is still standing next to her truck. We all loved it.". What now? For fans who have been hoping for Destiel since its inception,. Bobby vanishes into dust. (to the reaper, determined now) The plan has changed. What did I say about guns at the table? (to Castiel, nodding towards Dean) Well, he better work on his aim. Even if I give you the book, what's to stop you from stabbing us in the back, killing us all? As per the family business, they traversed America, saving people and hunting things. Dean watches in shock as the portal to The Empty closes, and he's left alone, panting, stunned. That fact has remained true throughout the final season, as Team Free Will has battled their biggest threats ever: Death a.k.a. Catch-all phrase at end of recitation: After confessing all the sins you remember since your last good confession, you may conclude by saying, "I am sorry for these and all the sins of my past life." Listen to the Priest. JACK Castiel: Jack. The plan. DEAN However, after reading, The Cosmic Entity states that Jack "made it loud" when he detonated in, Billie scrapes her scythe along the wall as she stalks Dean and Castiel in the Bunker. And shes going to kill you, Dean continued, curling his useless hands into fists, and shes going to kill me.. As it turns out, most people's happiest life moment doesn't include telling their bestie they platonically love them something that Castiel had done earlier in the series. Charlie She tells him it isn't her, asserting that it must be Chuck. Billie tells them that the Empty is the one place that could absorb the impact, and hints that Jack may have survived. Billie reads the page and smiles while the others look on in silence, unaware of what the book says. Castiel finds a pocket knife in Dean's back pants pocket and uses it to cut his own palm. Image: CW. Castiel sighs. We're just lucky to have you helping. You know, we were so close to beating him. Is that what I'll be, too? He knows Jack is right. You have to let me go. SAM Cas helps him out of the room, through the corridors. DEAN tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits, Due to the incredible support of the community, we've raised US$252,343.98 with an average donation of $32.14, and added 6450 new members this drive. I cared about you. Bobby looks around, finally asks what he's really worried about. On the balcony, Billie has her necrotic, injured hand outstretched, squeezing. BILLIE I can't do that with one eye on the road, so. Donna embraces Sam. So yeah, no. I don't want to hurt you. Is Destiel canon? Supernatural fans explode with memes after - PopBuzz CASTIEL After an outside establishing shot of the bunker at night, we cut to DEAN who is sitting at a table in the bunker's lounge, drinking from a glass of whiskey ("Field's Kentucky bourbon"). The refugees, BOBBY, CHARLIE, DONNA, and JACK look on, tense. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken. Oh, I don't know. We need a location, somewhere central to everyone. I'm the one who woke you up. It was then that Castiel tearfully told Dean that he loved him. I live in southern Louisiana with my beautiful wife and four wild-eyed children. Suddenly, he vanishes. Supernatural Confirms 'Destiel' Ship Is Canon Sort Of - Vulture CHARLIE All the same words (or close to it) with a little more action ;). CASTIEL "Thank you. EILEEN: Hey Sam <3 What's up? Jack looks around and sees no one but him and Sam left in the room. Charlie takes a bite of egg and is shocked. Hey, hey, hey, we're not giving up on you, okay? Episode: s15e18 Despair - Castiel's Confession Scene (Supernatural Don't rush 'em. Dean is losing the battle. Supernatural's Misha Collins Gets Candid About Castiel's Love Confession To Dean And How It Impacted Him - Exclusive. She disarms him and takes back her scythe. The Cosmic Entity squeezes Jack's head in its hands, tears still running down its face. It would be difficult to argue against such statements. A tense few seconds, and then the notification stops. It's his birthday, his second birthday since Cas died. We'll lose. There is no mob attempting to stone us as we enter the confessional. DEAN (approaches Cas) She's gonna get through that door. Billie, smiling, follows leisurely forward. The girl next to her, her sister Dana, screams. Chuck. Dean lay on the very uncomfortable bed and stared at the wall. Supernatural: [SPOILER] Is Canon, But the Scene Is SO Problematic - CBR JACK If he's alive? Take me down with my own weapon? Getting dangerously close to burning their wings, but never getting close enough to each other to meet. But Cas knows Dean always acts out of love and selflessness. Dean takes a deep breath. The Cosmic Entity, appearing now as Meg like it had to Sam and Castiel, addresses Jack from a chair. Is this a trick, or is she telling the truth? They are not all in the same universe, is my point. Cut to the silo where SAM is reading the Latin spell from the book. No hesitation. 27 Apr 2023 03:08:59 Why 'Supernatural' fans are freaking out about the show's Spanish dub He hangs up in frustration and dials again. REAL DESTIEL MOMENT .!!!!! She gestures forcefully at Dean. But- he stops, the words trapped under his tongue, begging for release, begging to be spoken. There's one thing she's afraid of. BILLE You're my family. Heh, you're not looking so hot. Sam gestures for Jack to move over. SAM: I need you to trust me. That means everyone who got a free pass, or a second chance, everyone who was resurrected or came from another world, you were gonna kill them all. SAM She's telling the truth. Thing is, that time? Castiel puts his hand, bloodied from when he'd cut it for the warding, on Dean's shoulder. Charlie, we've made some big enemies lately. You lied to everyone. I wasn't trying to kill you. Top 10 Heartfelt Castiel Quotes | Sarah Scoop Despite hundreds of thousands of Destiel fan works dedicated to the ship, most fans gave up on the canonization of the pairing before it began. The door closes behind them. Supernatural's Misha Collins Refutes Spanish Dub of Castiel's Confession to Dean, Confirms 'There Never Was an Alternate Ending' to Episode 18 By Rebecca Iannucci / November 26 2020, 6:07 AM PST Warning, there will be spoilers ahead! SAM Sam is on his phone. Nothing else mattered. And Michael's not returning our prayers. Castiel Confesses Feelings for Dean Winchester - Archive of Our Own Castiel and Jack sit in tense silence in the back seat. To tame. Jack is still staring silently, sullenly, forward. (We also accept donations year-round, so you are able to donate whenever is convenient for you.). So. 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Charlie calls Sam and Dean who along with Jack and Castiel travel to see her. And that means you're just wasting time. And the second I let my guard down, Stevie is just She's gone. It attacks Jack, but he is transported back to the Bunker. DEAN have tried to straightwash the historical moment, exclusive interview with Looper's sister site Mashed, "Roadfood" actor Misha Collins revealed. To make a good confession, the faithful must confess all mortal sins, according to kind and number. We are - quote, Post-Episode: s15e18 Despair (Supernatural), Dean and Castiel should have used their words, Pre-Episode: s15e18 Despair (Supernatural), Castiel Wants Dean Winchester to be Happy, Dean Winchester/Castiel mentioned - Relationship, shameless mistreatment of english grammar. Billie drags the blade of her scythe against the tile wall. (laughs) You're in the wrong place, Dean. (to Sam) Yeah, Sam. Warning: SPOILERS ahead for Supernatural season 15, episode 18, "Despair". BILLIE CASTIEL Screw you. He doesnt realize his eyes are closed until Deans lips brush over his. Nothing. Sam picks up God's book and tries to open it again. So he feels something warm and soft and light around his soul, and he pulls and clings to the angel for which he's willing to give his heart and life. To somehow. Of course not. The weapon's table is all the way in the other room, and I love watching you cook. BILLIE He's not happy, though. Superna. Castiel is still smiling tearfully. About everything that. There's a wet noise from behind Dean and he turns to see black goo from The Empty squeezing through the bricks in the bunker's wall as a portal begins to open. Sam, Dean, and Castiel are helping Jack into a room in the Bunker. What's the plan? DEAN Remember when Sergei was here? '", While the moment deeply impacted the show's largely LGBTQ+ fan base, Collins himself was equally touched by the character growth and self acceptance Castiel gained at the end of "Supernatural." Its timid, tender, and so fucking perfect. Has the whole world vanished? CASTIEL Charlie is very charming, but Stevie isn't budging about this. The EMP is negative. during filming. Around another corner, Castiel guides Dean into basement storage room 7B and closes the door behind them. It's you, Dean. The final version of. They get to their feet quickly as Billie watches, menacing. The wound on her shoulder looks necrotic and sticky, the ugly green wound stretching across her shoulder and onto her chest beneath her shirt. John's love of film and television defies genre and sometimes even logic. Told them getting here was the order from the boss, and they came runnin'. The trick? Magic. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use.This research video was made for educational purposes and I am not profiting off of it in any way. Sam is stunned. BILLIE Several shows have been guilty of this entertainment faux-pas in recent years. Alright, man, we gotta move fast. Amid all the celebrations of the confirmation, however, there also brewed some understandable backlash because of Supernatural's history of "queer-baiting" and more. When they reach her car they find her bag and her phone on the ground. While Sam and Dean go to speak to her, Jack tells Castiel that he feels useless to help now he has no powers. It's just Dean there, alone? He pants in pain. But he can't help being defensive, so he's going to have to come out with (hah, well about that) He'll just have to do what he definitely knows how to do. Theyve come so far, too far, for it to all end like this. Well, we don't know for sure, but Stevie fits a pattern. She walks past a REAPER who addresses her. Jack can't answer. Fans continued to propose various conspiracy theories that either the line was in an earlier version of the script, that it was in the filmed version of the script but edited out (based on the fact that Jensen had said he recorded the whole scene on his phone and a lot was cut out), or even that it was added later in ADR and then edited out (as Jensen had said he'd done ADR for this scene). In an emotional one-sided admission, Castiel . Jack shakes in pain then vanishes in a flash of light. Dean still stands before him. Billie pursues Dean and Castiel into the Bunker. I'm scared, Cas. Charlie turns to Sam, panicked. Jack, Donna, and Charlie are among them. Supernatural season 15 episode 15 is poised to air on The CW this coming Thursday we just hope you're prepared for all the emotions. Dean clutches his heart, groaning in pain. Billie stands behind it with her scythe. It blackens and withers under his hand before he can even touch it. (to Sam) I'll help set up the warding. Thank you so much! Billie enters the room. Death. Supernatural's Star Shuts Down Dean/Castiel Romance 'Conspiracy' - CBR Cas, wait, Dean says quietly. Bravo. Could be that you started killing all my friends. The warded door busts open. I cant stop it. He said as he looked at his hands, as if they had failed him too. She yells in pain and drops Castiel. Billie is playing us. He doesn't receive an answer from her. As Chuck and Amara join together, a tear rolls down Amara's cheek. She will get through that door. Dean said, looking up at Castiel. They take refuge in a storage room. Yo, grab the gun, let's get out of here. He tells Dean about the deal he made with the Cosmic Entity in exchange for Jack -- that his life would be forfeit when he felt one moment of true happiness. The man looks staggering alike a certain angel and is on the run. Misha's poetry book became a New York Times bestseller. It was doomed because of' you. Jack inhales deeply, realizing that he's still alive, confused about how. Sam finds Eileen's phone on the sidewalk, next to her car keys and her purse. She reminds Cas how he stabbed her in her back with his angel blade and attacks him. Cut back to Death's library, where Dean still has Billie pinned by the scythe. Knowing you, it it's been the best part of my life. Cut to The Bunker. He leans over Jack's open window. Castiel If he's alive, he won't last long. DONNA Jack reaches out to pluck the weed. Castiel's Confession - BlueStar86 - Supernatural [Archive of Our Own] title from Sunlight by Hozier, which i feel is a destiel song for obvious reasons. With only two episodes to go, Supernatural seeminglykilled off Castielfor the last time; however, the moment proved controversial for several reasons. Because I was angry and because I just needed something to kill, and because that's all I know how to do. Donna and Jack paint more warding on the walls. filled with hits like "what does this have to do with--" and "CASS pulls dean. Castiel agrees to go with him. Castiel and Dean exchange a look. It's over. SAM The Empty crashes against Billie, pulling her in along with them. It's like I just couldn't stop. Its just the way this fucked up world goes. Plenty of "Supernatural" fans have tried to straightwash the historical moment, but Castiel's deal with the Empty hinged on taking the angel in his moment of pure happiness. I was so nervous the last time I went on Mercy Sunday, but kept picturing those people screaming for forgiveness from John the Baptist and if they can abandon themselves and fears for the fear of not repenting, so too could I. I have seen that kind of placard in many churches. Everybody. Well, whatever Chuck did to Amara, he's probably more powerful than ever. It was Chuck all along. I'd like to see you dead! However, he'd come to realize that happiness didn't come from the having of something, but merely from the feeling and the expression. Charlie stands up and looks around, fear mounting. JACK Cut to Sam and Castiel who realize now that there's a chance that Jack is still alive. Dean has (or at least he had) the original idea to go to the beach - him, Sam, and Cas. Her palm glows where the blade cuts into it. He looks at his hand in concern. Their unconventional family has fluctuated in that time, with their trusted ally, the angel Castiel (Misha Collins), most consistently returning to their side. He hits the floor beneath the portal. I love you.Dean: Don't do this, Cas. Sam watches him, concerned, before drinking also. Bobby turns towards him, speechless. When Jack was dying, I made a deal to save him. I gotta tell you something, man.. "Like much of the audience, somehow, I didn't think that such a, frankly, butch, heteronormative show on a broadcast network would have a character's ending be what my character's ending was," he explained. He opens the lock screen and her message, "Okay, at my car, now tell me wh" is unsent. At an abandoned silo, Sam and Jack meet up with Donna, Bobby, Charlie, and other Apocalypse World hunters and their children. It's not. The angel told him how he'd always wondered what his moment of true happiness would look like, since what he truly wanted was something he couldn't have. Dean/Castiel - Super-wiki Castiel doesn't even have close to that facial expression when he tells Dean that he thinks of him as dead to him. castiel's love confession: script versus reality - YouTube Castiel stills, before he straightens again. SAM Then we'll wreck her place. A black key that can open a door to Death's library. Billie pounds her fist against the door. Not until I get what I came for. (chuckle). Cas' confession made both of them think deeply. Sam shakes his head. Yet theres no fighting it, even as he stifles the noise with his mouth. Jack's acting as God with a hand off approach. Sam comes in. She turns. Wh How are they like this?! BILLIE Worse than that, they lost someone who wasn't from another world. Catch-all phrase at end of recitation: After confessing all the sins you remember since your last good confession, you may conclude by saying, I am sorry for these and all the sins of my past life.. I felt nothing. The Empty is pissed. Stevie plates the eggs and turns to look at CHARLIE who is seated at the table behind her, cleaning a handgun. They took down Chuck. Vast. Try to slow this down if you can. BILLIE She continues to follow slowly behind where they must've gone, back downstairs. Castiel follows Dean to the Impala while Sam and Jack are left behind, watching them go. You can stop this. Make the sign of the cross, In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit., State how long it has been since your last Confession: My last confession was _______ weeks (months, years) ago.. He uses the blood to paint warding onto the door. (crying) God, The Empty, Billie Everyone's so mad at us, and I don't have my powers. It was everything. In a December 2020 interview, Dean's Latin American voice actor, Guillermo Rojas, confirmed that the reciprocation was not scripted or spoken in the original English version, but it was scripted as "me too (platonic) in the Spanish script, and changed to be romantic by the dub director. Hey, I thought we could hit up that hideout after the sun goes down. Cut to The Empty. 'Supernatural' Fans Make 'Destiel' Memes After Castiel and - Insider HowHe Could Return, Supernatural: Dean's Motivation To Kill God Is Better Than Saving The World. You know, I gotta dig through the archives and work on finding spells. Billie: I didn't hurt your friends.Dean: What?Billie: You're in the wrong place, Dean. He thinks he knows what this is. Cut to the gas-n-sip, a suburban street, a child's playground, swings still swaying: all empty. Sam brings the book to Billie, drops it on the table and walks away. Said all those things, and then he died, leaving Dean alone. Before that, he had articles published across a number of different outlets. We care about you because you're you.Jack: God, the Empty, Billie, everyone's so mad at us and I don't have my powers. Billie appears and tells them that she can not stop the process of what Jack is going through. Castiel's latest declaration has only fueled such debate. SAM Cass memories, sights and sounds, feelings, emotions, silent prayers offered up in the dead of night, flowed through his mind. (quiet laugh) I guess I didn't want to overwhelm you. Dean: Why does this sound like a goodbye?Castiel: Because it is. My only worry is the lav situation. Supernatural memes explain why the Destiel fanfic ship being - Polygon You killed me, Dean. They all go to Jack, while Sam picks up God's book, which is sealed shut. As per the family business, they traversed America, saving people and hunting things. Dean looks down, doesn't answer. No chills, no sulfur smell. Hey, kid. As they are making plans for a date/hunt Stevie disappears. Dean wants to end it with Billie -- she left her scythe, and he thinks he can kill her with that. It's in just saying it.". Because you cared, I cared. THAT homosexual declaration of love scene overlaid with the script that leaked. This was previously seen in, When Castiel says that Dean sees himself as "Daddy's blunt instrument", it is a quote of the words Dean says to himself when he visited his own subconscious in, Castiel's end speech also bears some similarity to the confrontation between him and Dean in, Before Castiel dies, he leaves a bloody handprint on Dean's shoulder, mirroring the, As Castiel is taken by the Empty, the black tendrils briefly bear a visual symmetry to Castiel first unfurling his, Following Castiel telling Dean "I love you," #, In September 2021, when the episode aired in Italy, the Italian dub of this episode had Castiel uses the phrase "Ti voglio bene" which is used for someone you are fond of, rather than "Ti amo" which is used for someone you are in a romantic love with. During an exclusive interview with Looper's sister site Mashed, "Roadfood" actor Misha Collins revealed how Castiel's love confession came about and how it's altered how Collins views his time on "Supernatural.". Just try to focus. Misha's podcast won iHeartRadio Podcast Award. Dean gestures down the hall. Chuck points to Jack, who is panting on the ground, his yellow eyes glowing and cracking his skin with explosive power. That is, until it became abundantly clear that, no, actually, he wasn't making it up, as Cas says one simple, devastating statement. Because if they go down, they go down together.----------------OR yet another Time-Travel Fix It Fic because the confession scene and the ending of SPN sucked and I'm taking my feelings out on this. Cut back to Sam. Supernatural's Misha Collins Refutes Spanish Dub of Castiel's The mostly-full bottle is on the table next to him. DEAN There are tears in Dean's eyes as he turns back to Castiel. He noted that they have no one of power to help them. Dean climbs back to standing, grabbing the scythe up again. Confession. Come on, Dean. You should be okay, too. Donna nods back and exits to the silo. It's always been you. John's fondest wish is to one day produce a film of his own. "When Bob Berens, who was a producer on the show and the writer of the episode in which my character dies, proposed this ending where my character confesses his love for Dean, who's one of the two main characters, I was like, 'Oh, we can do that? He didnt feel the pain, not really. Dean pins her against the wall with her scythe, and asks her to stop killing his people. The foundation has been there since Castiel first appeared in "Lazarus Rising." Giving him a confession and then sending him to Hell deeply disrespects the characters, their relationship and their fans. His eyes glow yellow. Related: Supernatural: Is Castiel Really Dead? She shudders in pain. Your plan? Dean goes after her with her scythe and cuts her. An anonymous crew member posted photos of the script confirming it read "Dean can't reciprocate." Recite your sins: Say the sins that you remember. I can't right now. Charlie doesn't answer, too sad, too frustrated, too angry. I can't believe this happened. As the Empty enters, Castiel pushes Dean aside as the Empty takes both Death and Castiel, who greets his death with a smile. Cut back to the Bunker. NO! Whether or not some of the cast supports it or fans believe its validity is irrelevant. CASTIEL Fans can watch new "Roadfood" episodes streaming Saturdays on PBS Passport and the PBS Living Channel on Prime Video. We've got more folks headed this way. I put up the warding that you asked for. BILLIE Supernatural: Castiel's 'Despair' Confession (S15E18) Happiness is not something I had making this. Going to confession is a unique sacrament, and to make it less intimidating, it would be beneficial in my opinion to allow people to have access to the Act of Contrition, what constitutes a sin, etc. Well. Is Castiel's immediate death after his confession what fans wanted? When they stop for gas, Sam can see how distraught Jack is, so he offers to let him drive. SAM This was all her power grab. SAM I denied it. That's good, okay, but it won't last forever. They, too, vanish in front of her. They should be okay. It was fatal. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. CHUCK CASTIEL Dean collapses beside the bookshelves just out of view, gripping his chest. Charlie looks up, concerned.